right in the feels.
love poems for girlfriend
I’m reaching alcohol enlightenment,….. I’m pretty certain now I simply don’t deserve you.
I thought you didn’t care. Why couldn’t I see it. FUCK
Everyone around me was so shocked, and still are… That it was over. They said he looked at me so lovingly.
WHY THE FUCK COULDN’T I SEE THAT UNTIL GOING THROUGH THESE PHOTOS NOW??
What the fuck is wrong with me. That smile, I thought he was unhappy, but holy shit… There’s a depth and loving to that smile that I never fathomed. Why the FUCK couldn’t I see it then???
God dammit.. What I wouldn’t give…I was such a fucking idiot. Holy shit. Argh I’m so mad at myself.
Please talk to me. Please. Please. Please. Oh my god.
"oh shit it’s past 1am…. Oh wait my PC hasn’t been updated for daylight savings"
So now it’s 1am.
The other day I got a call from my estate agent telling me that contractors were dropping by to check the smoke alarms.
"ok, so they’ll be there at 12:15, and you’ll be dealing with [HIS name]"
“ok thanks. Bye”
Setting up my PC was a mistake.
Setting up my PC and drinking was a mistake.
Setting up my PC and drinking and listening to piano covers of Evanescence was a mistake.
Setting up my PC and drinking and listening to piano covers of Evanescence and going through photos of you and I together WHEN YOU’D SCREAM I’D FIGHT AWAY ALL OF YOUR FEARS, AND I HELD YOUR HAND ALL OF THESE YEARS, BUT YOU STILL HAAAAVE…ALL OF ME…